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Friday, October 26, 2012 making-sweetness

Hello once again!

Yes!! Exams are finally over, Hurray!
That also means, results are also out. *sobs*
Didn't do as well as I hope I could, I studied so hard hoping that my results would improve.
Oh well, not going to sulk about it anymore. There is nothing much I can do except accept the fact that my results aren't good and work harder.

Oh can't believe I have technically finished my secondary 3 life. Time really really flies, if theres anyone reading my pathetic blog who are going to sec 3, good luck.
Time flies, next thing you know you're gonna sit for your prelims or o levels.
The thought of next year being my last year in my school scares and excites me.
Scared because I don't know if I'm or will be prepared for my exams, like come on it's our
O FREAKING LEVELS!!!
Excited because I want to learn something I'm interested in therefore I more keen on going to poly instead of jc. Nevertheless I want the lowest point for my o level possible, I mean who doesn't? My psle wasn't that great and this will be my last (if i go to poly) major exam.
What course I want to take in poly? Hmmmmm psychology, I have always been interested in human behavior. I don't know what I'm going to do with a degree in psychology but I don't want to have a business degree and have that boring office jobs. I want something exciting, something that is worth talking about. Honestly, if you are going to talk to me about statistics in the market I would walk off because it's just too boring.

Still contemplating on what to do with my life.
Such a BIG DECISION.
What if I make a wrong one?
What if I screw my exams up like how I screw everything up.
Waste money, time, efforts.
They say if you're unsure, go to jc but I don't want to study things that are redundant in my life.
Like, how am I gonna use logarithms on a daily basis?
I'm taking A math and I like it, though it does not have much use in my future.
But I like math.
Hahaha am I contradicting myself?

just so confused.
I wish I had someone to talk to, sister basically to caught up in her own life.
I mean not saying that it's wrong. Just saying that sometimes she doesn't help me at all.
Like, she is the only one who can relate to me. Besides my brother who mocks be everytime he gets the chance.

Counsellors? No no, don't want people to judge.

Maybe I need to see one, you know help with decisions.
But that would be next year.

Ugh, never mind. Don't wanna make myself worried or anything.

Recently I have been reading a lot of books. (English results sucked)
I read the hunger games trilogy and it was great. Maybe except mockingjay (the last book)
Well I love peeta.
So romantic, so sacrificial. Ugh I wish I had someone like peeta.
Whats wrong with mockingjay?
For one, he was barely in mockingjay and that got me quite upset.
Didn't understand most of the action, maybe I was just eager to get to the end of the chapter where usually all the exciting things really happen.
Didn't understand and like the ending either.
Wish there was a fourth book so I could keep myself busy and entertained.
I'm a very fussy reader.
If the first chapter doesn't captivate me,
Bye book.

Well now i'm trying to be less fussy.

Any suggestions on what I should read? Well please introduce them to me =]

Okay gonna do other stuff to keep me occupied,
What? I don't know myself

See you.
xoxo.

POSTED BY Sabrina Thebloodycuteandawesomegirl AT 4:04:00 PM |

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