Yes I wanna win again. I love that feeling when i stand on the "1st" position on the podium and like telling those below me. Suck on that. hahaha okay i'm not that mean. I'm just gonna say that I worked really hard for it too and they deserved it just as much as I do. hahaha why i eat humble pie. but ya everybody is so competitive.

Cried a lot after my k2 race cos i felt damn shit and like my results also not good. It so happens that the saturday of my njcc is also the saturday of parent-teacher-meeting. Last in class okay. they put my as 39/40 because they don't want me to feel demoralised. but its okay i vow to work hard in both cca and studies and be just as or even more awesome than i was before last year.

Okay obs is next tuesday and I'm afraid like hell. I know many people say that obs rocks blablabla. I know it kinda does but i have mever been to a 4d 3n camp before. and like we gonna trek and kayak around pulau ubin. I know kayaking is nothing for me but like need a lot of mental strength. I need to mentally prepare myself. I also need to start buying things for me obs. lalalalallalala so screwed

Its already wednesday and i haven't started on my homework. I mean i did but not that much, the amount of homework i have is as high as a mountain. 3 math papers. chemistry balancing ew. physics, etcetc

Don'tg get physics at all, I know people are gonna make chauvinist comments like "Oh only guys can do it", "Girls just don't get it.", "Typical." and if you do u will tell you. "Its a bunch of crap made up by men then enables only men to understand so that they will feel better about themselves." and if you don't, ignore my previous sentence LOL.

Today had training and it rained in the morning and there was lightning alert till 10. I only found at 7:22 when i was already otw to cca. So i went to temaske poly's canteen and stone. Mr chua was there. I swear to god he just loves to insult me!!! say i not pretty all. blabla. Its okay i told him his sons won't be cute when they grow up.HAHAHAHA BURN. But his sons really so cute. not like him at all. Oh i called him fat too. then he told my friend who said she was feeling fat to stand beside me because she will feel slimmer and I'm like. NO.NONONONO. Hahahah miss hin though. Great coach and he really motivated me to do well and i really have to thank him for my achievements last year. Went for his tpjc training etcetcetc, ya la. Nice and friendly guy. Heard tms don't really like him and i'm like COME ON HE IS THE NICEST COACH EVER. My bowling coach was also nice la but he was pedo nice LOL.

Aish anyway I'm gonna stop here. Shall blog next tine (;

See ya,

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