EOY SUCKED ; Brother-less
HEYYY, So today was my last writing paper (: I have cl oral tmr though. I predict I'm gonna fail. Well its my niche eh? Failing chinese! HAHAHA. So today was emath paper 2 and I didn't even complete it ): But i have to say it was easier than paper 1 LOL. I didn't even get to do the quadratic graph! ughh, marks gone. Was so depress i started editing more photos. I need to feel good LOL. I know I'm not pretty so its okay. and i guess out of all the photos i edited this would have to be my favourite. Really looks like me (:
hahahaha okay so here is the original, don't laugh i know its ugly. lol
hahaha, then my second favourite would be,
and the original is
HAHAHA actually, i have a secret desire to look as pretty as xiaxue in her photos LOL.
To be honest I find her much prettier without makeup cos like i don't like people with heavy make up, i think its very... weird. Not natural? HAHAHA.
Okay who am i to say all of this, I'm not some expert.
So the maths paper... Don't know if i can take a maths ): sigh so sad. I wanna emo man, might go and sleep after this! Haisssssh.
OH and science sucked too. I studied so hard to like fail.
Science is my niche, i got first in class for the recent ca ^^ FIRST HAHAHAHHA FIRST FOR EVERYTHING RIGHT? (: yea but this one was difficult.
They made us balance equations which I'm alright with but they expect us to know the formula for nitric acid sulfuric acid and hydrochloric acid. and guess what, i didn't memorise ))):
Thenthenthenthen i anyhow right. Gonna fail k.
But the reason i didn't memorise it was because the ca which they tested us on balancing equations, they gave the whole line we just had to fill it up. So irritating. and balancing equations is a sec3 topic. HOW ANNOYING ARE OUR TEACHERS? REALLY.
Its really sad because I have never studied so hard before. I mean even psle I wasn't like this! It really makes me feel that all my efforts are wasted! Ahh lets just hope for the best okay? *cross fingers * & before my science paper i got really mad, why? My ex brother (not sibling rivalry) In my heart I have disowned him. I thought he was really nice cos he wanted to buy me macs. But on sunday he demanded money from me.
So it went like this (R) him (M) me! :
R: Wheres the money?
M: Why?
R: Pay back for the macs la! Mummy gave you $10 right?
M: Yea.
So i gave him $6.50 cos thats what a meal cost right?
R: I want $10
M: Why?
R: Delivery charge.
and i'm like wtf, yup, that dude has no heart.
M: Delivery charge only how much, $3 right
I gave him $3 and said
M: Next time don't ask me if i'm hungry cos i rather starve than give you money.
And that pissed him off, he likes to be respected you see.
R: I'm giving this to mummy. Why must always eat macs? Why you don't help this family save money?
M: Mummy see me work so hard thats why she want to give me.
then i started to cry cos it really pissed me off
R: You couldn't have said no?
And i'm thinking, people offer you good food, say no for what? I mean wtf he care so much about what i eat?
M: She want to treat me so i say okay what, whats your problem? Get out of my room I don't want to see you. I'm trying to study and you come and demand money from me.
And I broke down cos it was really frustrating coming from him. Like, I can't indulge because its a waste of money?
I hate him. He thinks i never contribute?
He is ns and on mc because of his cast but he goes out which is illegal. Cos if you're on mc you're suppose to stay at home. He has a cast and he is driving. not only is it bad for HIS safety (why do i care?) but also for the people driving right? So my dad always goes to the pub and since he is in a cast, my sister has to send him. Then when my father left for philipines, he suddenly can drive. That day my sister wanted to use the car because she was going to her friend's house. But he didn't let her because apparently my father asked him to do stuff. I told my sister that she had the right, just scold him. After all she is older and he can't be 'disrespectful' right? But my sister too nice already.
You know, he doesn't help my mother with housework. and he has the cheek to tell me I'm not helping with saving money? Sorry, I'm a child. I enjoy now but when i grow older i'll pay my parents back right? I know i know, He must be jealous of my achievements, that my parents treat me better because I'm younger. But I can't stand his attitude anymore. I blocked him from twitter. I didn't want to let him see my tweets anymore neither do I want to see his. I bet he read my tweet thats why he know i got money. It pisses me off that he can't stand the fact my parents give me money. I'm saving right? Why does he have such a problem? I don't want to be related to someone who is such an asshole.
Since when was he so caring about the family's income? He always thought about himself.
He did quite some things that my father would have definitely disapproved off. and HE THINKS HE IS GOOD?
He eats beef, my dad would never forgive him for that.
He has a motorcycle license, my dad disapproves of this.
I just need to tell my father this and he is screwed.
Oh that reminds me, removing him from facebook family. I know its only a social network but I don't want to be related to him.
I can't stand his attitude
He wants people to respect him but he doesn't give a shit about others?
Its never his fault. He will always find a way to point it back at you.
I almost shoot back at him 'I study hard thats why my parents want to treat me, unlike you drop to normal academic.'
That would have killed him. hahaha
Saw him in the lift the next day, Ignored him because like i said, I don't want to be related to someone as heartless as him.
When I'm older, I'll treat my sister to anything and everything she wants! Because she has done a lot to make my life much better.
My ex-bro?
Nothing, because what has he done to make it better? Nothing, in fact he made it worse.
If he was a tad bit nicer, if he wasn't so rude and disrespectful. Maybe just maybe I would hate him less. I liked him, he was such a good athlete. Very sporty, very fit. But his attitude, changes everything. he is 22 yet he can't be a little less immature and treat his younger sister by 8 years nicer?
If my dad finds out and he starts telling me about how we have to be united, I'll just simply tell him about how he did that to his own brother. Then he can't say anything right? After all he can't be a hypocrite.
Gosh enough about him. The thought of the whole thing pisses me off and it just makes me wanna scream in his face. Till my brother , ex brother , apologise, we'll see how.
Even if he does something nice I don't know because he really made me too pissed off.
I can't tolerate anymore of his nonsense. Till he becomes a little more matured. When that day comes, I wonder how old I'll be.
Well, thats about what happened in my life besides my exams which didn't go well and my asshole ex brother ^^
Thats all for now.
See ya later alligator.
ALLIGATORS SO CUTE FOR YOU ALL.
I know i'm lame.
xoxoxo
POSTED BY Sabrina Thebloodycuteandawesomegirl AT 12:50:00 PM |
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