YOH. COS TWITTER IS DOWN
Hey so maths is over, and it sucks. I could have cried but it was too embarrassing and I didn't want to be laughed at but everyone was crying! Well the paper suked. It was so difficult. I decided to use the computer for awhile to make myself feel better. Depressing day. So my dad went to Philippines and I have to buy my own lunch, i'm too lazy. I'm so deprived of sleep and food.
Okay so I found out her name. Well, I won't say who. But i've been stalking a certain someone and well they do seem close. She is 1 year older than him. I thought he said he will never like older girls? Well it really makes me wonder, is it because shes pretty? I honestly think i'm Ugly. I am, don't need to thing. I'm feel like I'm such an emotional roller coaster. I mean, i really have lots of things to ask like
1) Whats so good about her?
2) What about me?
3) I'm bloodying annoying right?
4) I'm so insecure, thats my weakness right?
I've never let my walls down because I never want to be hurt, I don't want to feel pain. I know I can't handle it. Its true, jealously kills.
I feel like its eating my soul alive.
Sounds cheesy but I'm serious. I'm insanely jealous. I don't know about what, just jealous.
Shes beautiful, then I look at myself. Hey I'm bloody ugly. What can I do? Plastic surgery? hahahaha. No money and can't handle what people will say about me.
I said I'll try to forget about it, I'm trying. Maybe I shouldn't have asked. STUPID CURIOSITY. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't feel this way, but then again, if i didn't ask wouldn't this be a lie?
ahhhhh. Life is harddd.
OKAY, MOVE ON MOVE ON
Craving for pepper lunch now. I'm still super disappointed with myself, why am I so stupid? Wish somebody could cheer me up. But i'm here slacking away. Feel like my effort is wasted like.... I tried so hard, I studied so hard to fail? Well..... I'm just. Dumb.
Okay I'm gonna change blogskin, keep me pre-occupied. Forget about today. Its gonna be pink ^^ Love pink man. Used to hate it but PINK FTW. welllllllllll, gonna remove tagbox too cos i forgot my account and nobody tags so. whut everrr.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LfNVfiqKBeM&feature=colike
oh and i'm in love with this song. I forgot how to get the one featured on the blog. lousy me.
In attempt to look BEAUTIFUL
CANOEING FTW HAHAHAH SCREW MY LIFE K.
Added those just for fun. hehehehehhe. okay enough. i go edit blog skin
See ya soon.
oh ps.
RIP STEVE JOBBS
oh and i realised you 2 like the same songs.
POSTED BY Sabrina Thebloodycuteandawesomegirl AT 12:36:00 PM |
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